Happy Birthday Pheonne
10:36 AM, Saturday, December 12, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR PHEONNE NATALIE! AND WELCOME ABOARD 15 YEAR OLD FEMALE MONSTER! MAY THE LOVE OF CHRIST BE WITH YOU ALWAYS AND STAY FABULOUS AS ALWAYS, AND I WILL STAY GLAMOROUS AS ALWAYS!
Bye Yen!
10:34 PM, Friday, December 11, 2009

Back in the days!
I am very ecstatic. I mean since yesterday! Okay, this is how it goes. I was back home after hanging out with Charraine and also Baqre. I went straight home and I got a text from a few of my classmates, asking me HOW'S MY RESULT. Of course I am so scared, I mean scared to death man, to death! I freaked out with all those thoughts of FAILING that COMMERCE MATHEMATICS units with DARK COLORS! I was really shock, and I got some encouragement from Baqre and some other classmates. So, I finally have the guts to click on the net and to MOODLE. Clicked on EXAMINATION RESULTS, and waited like eternity! And the moment I saw my name on the page, I saw some numbers, figures and everything was above 50's, except for my WRS, which I scored 74/100(I am so proud pf myself). So, I got on the phone with Jeremy, asking him how to read the stupid result thinggy and yes, I PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But it wasn't really good and it wasn't that bad. I mean, I was in a horrible situation when I was doing this Final Exam. So I guess it paid off. So, I am going to SEMESTER 2 babe!!!
After the great, awesome news of me passing my Finals, I have a date with Charraine, she was planning this small little gathering among her closest friends and I was invited, so I went and had pizzas and a great laugh, and I am not allowed to mention the word, LAST because she's not going to die, like she's just leaving that's all. Anyway, after all those crazy meals and great laughs, I had to go home and back home, I was still ecstatic and I really was, because I just can't believe I pass!
So this morning, I had to wake up pretty early, because as we had promised, we had to like go to the airport to hang out with Charraine. It was pretty emotional, but we handled it pretty well tho. Gosh, Yen(Charraine) I am so gonna miss you like hell, even worst than that! I really do had fun! Miss that bitch! Yen, oh Yen!
Till then, TTFN!
P/S: I am so HAPPY I PASS!
Break It Off
11:14 AM, Thursday, December 10, 2009
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Something old i found linger in my computer
Honestly, I just have no idea what to post because I have something in my mind that I would like to post but as soon as I click"New Post" I immediately forgot. Anyway, I hung out with Baqre yesterday like I've been waiting for that moment like forever! Went to his place around 2 pm and talked and talked and had the best laugh ever! *sigh* What a great friendship we have. And after that also we went to Charraine's place as we already promised and so we went and then went to the beach to enjoy the sunset. Sunset watching was awesome too, had loads of photographs and apparently the photos aren't with me :(
Later that night, attend Holy Mass, and it was freaking long, I mean the session, it was BORING anyway. And as soon as we arrived home, had a late dinner around 9pm, damn and that dinner was "The Worst Day of My Life". I swear I'll never eat dinner with family anymore. That is what I hate about family dinner. I mean, I always get the fire back. Its so unfair. I totally hate what I am in right now!
I am planning to go to Baqre's house again and just hangout like there's no tomorrow and I just wanna hangout and talk too my best friend because he's the only one who understands.
Till then!
What We Build Remains History
1:33 AM, Wednesday, December 9, 2009
I was "clearing" up my files in my computer when I came across some of my most memorable moments in my entire life, my NATIONAL SERVICE. I miss every single thing we did. Like everything, even the worst part of it turns sweet, and that is just super weird.
The most unforgettable moments were
- Waking up early in the morning and hit the shower at 5 am! Crazy talk, but its true
- Singing Negaraku every single morning.
- The fact that I went M16 and shoot real bullets and scored 64/100 was AMAZING for beginners like me
- Made flags with our creativity, well mostly it was done by one person but had fun and we bonded along.
- Cried like a baby during the day when all of us had to leave and head straight to our homes, felt like a soldier you know.
- Shine my boots with spit, and that was just disgusting enough.
- showered with a pail of water, shared by 2 people! Amazing, I've been through that.
- Slept in between a Chinese and an Indian. Real experience.
- Worked, Night Duty as in Night Patrol.
- Lived without cellphones for almost every week, and given back at least 2 times a week.
- Found real guys who has a "Pink Heart", and that really hit me hard!
- Act in a play, now that's a breakthrough!
- Wore Baju Melayu and Indian's Male Traditional Clothing for the 1st time.
- Made friends across the Borneo
- Made it to the Parliament and went to the Police Museum.
- Having the best team members in my entire life, because of the great cooperation
- Won overall for the best company and our FLAG ROCK!
- Flew across the lake for almost 100 feet above ground on my Flying Fox
- Had to run in my towel when all of the sudden there's no WATER!
- Changed people's perception from GREED to GENEROUS.
- Found my hardcore fashionista buddy! Zaza
- Learned about about different religious ethics, kinda boring but to me its a great experience.
- Wore my 1st hip hugging skinny jeans
- Wore only underwear in front of people, what a break through
- Discovered the powerful magic of my mouth
- Cared for the sick
- Had fungal growth on my back.
- Ate 6 times a day!
Well, it was a shocker to all the trainees to see the real me, who is practically stylish, hardcore about fashion. Because back in the days, I was this Invisible and unknown guy who just keep himself low. And for all the moments I didn't mention, I guess i kinda forgot about it, but it was amazing. I hope by these lists, I can change the perception of other teenagers who got selected to get ready their KLEENEX because I swear, at the end of the program, you'll be sobbing goodbye. And if you still hate National Service, well, I have no choice but to leave you with the Government. Have fun! And I mean it! And to all parents out there thinking that National Service should be BANNED, well, you;re just some stupid IDIOTIC, CONTROL-FREAKS, MENTAL DISORDERS PARENTS who wants your kids to be DRUG -ADDICTS and a HOOKER, trust me, you don't know the real deal yet!
xoxo,
Deleleyhsstixxxx

Taken by the girls, stolen photo!

Our graduation, we were happy like HELL!

My Character Building buddy, who has so much in common

My M16 moment!
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The night where all the hard works of trainings for the performance paid off

During our rehearsal, for the closing ceremony

My classmate, School of 2008 and was in the same camp. Ultimate fun person!

Flag we were proud of! Note, the glitter part was my idea :P
Lady GaGa Meets the Queen???
1:16 AM,

GaGa's Amazing Performance

Truly Amazing

Check out the piano, its hanging!

GaGa handshakes the Queen
Lady Gaga meets the Queen and perform in London on X-Factor, performed her song Bad Romance with her AVANT GARDE outfit and her performance for the other show was just amazing even though I just saw the images on the net and not really watch it, but the crazy thing is, SHE MET THE QUEEN!!!!
Depressed & Worried
1:01 AM,

Jump or just stay?
I was hopping here and there on Facebook not until I saw, Maryanne's status on her wall, saying that the results for the finals are out TOMORROW! Now that is crazy talk! I am so scared right now, like OH MY GAWD! Please Jesus, I don't want to fail any of the units, please have mercy on me, I've been in a horrible situation and can't you at least let me pass, and I'll be good. My Commerce Mathematics especially, I am dead sick worried about FAILING that unit. And my Business Management, I think i did pretty bad, and please LORD, I don't wanna fail. Gosh, this is just absurd, I've been through rough situation during those time, I just hate the fact that it happen. I am so pissed off right now, VERY! To all my classmates and schoolmates, lets join hands and pray real hard so that we don't fail any units. AMEN!
So I logged in Moodle and also my Student Web Mail to see if there is any sign of "The Results" yet, because its already 1 am, and that result is activated like 9 December 2009, and still not yet out. Maybe at 8 am. Gosssshhh!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE, no FAILUREEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Shall Beat Myself Up
11:04 PM, Monday, December 7, 2009
So nostalgic, the colors, aaaahhhh...
Too tired to update yesterday, because I have more important things better to do rather than sitting on the bed and there goes my computer lying on my tummy just browsing through the net. Well, went to Sibu regarding my family. Well, arrived home around 10 pm and was too tired to see what's on the net. So, I ditched my computer.
While I was in the car on my way to Sibu, my friend texted me telling me that, Writing & Research Skill's Research Essay's result is already out. So, I logged in my account in Moodle and checked, to my horror, I scored 43% overall minus my final exam, so with my final exam, I hope I did pretty well. I was hoping that my research essay could score higher than that, because essay writing is kinda my favorite unit in Campus. Anyway, I was kinda pissed when I saw some of my classmates scores higher than mine, like FUCK YOU!
Just now, went groceries shopping for Grandma, and had a blast, because the funny thing was, we need 2 trolleys and a basket to carry all of our things, and we shopped like there's no tomorrow, what a funny thing, and never in my entire life I would come across this situation.
Mom told me that I should head to Kampung tomorrow, but I was like, "Hell No! Mom!" Because i'll be drop dead bored to death and death wouldn't want me because that place is just not for me. For what reason?
- First, there's no communication line AT ALL! So, if you're bringing your cellphones along, well, forget about it, because it won't work, because there's no signal, AT ALL! Not even a single BAR!
- Second, there's no TV, well at least a TV, and when there's no TV, there's no sign of ASTRO! Can't watch E! Star Movies, HBO, Cinemax, MTV and Star World! :'(
- Third, you have to sleep early because there's nothing much to do except for STAR GAZING and hear the sounds of the JUNGLE.
- Last but not least, as soon as you arrive there, you'll be stared as you walk down the pathway to my grands' house, as if you're an outsider. But you'll feel like a CELEBRITY. Trust me, they'll stare at you even though you know they're looking at you. The funny thing is, they wouldn't stare politely nor secretly, they'll stare at you like you're a KING, weirdnesss.....
And so, that is why I don't wanna heat to Kampung as early as they favoured me to.
Anyway, till then!
xoxo,
Deleleleeeyyhstixxxx

Straws, they're so magnificent